Thursday, January 25, 2007

The New Year started with a kick

It's been a few months since I've blogged, so I'll try to catch up as briefly as possible. I'm still very happily with My Love. It's been seven months now and we've definitely had ups and downs, but things are going ok now. He was feeling very overwhelmed with both work and school full time so he thought he had to break up with me to avoid hurting me, and freeing up some time for school. I told him that if his feelings for me changed, that's one thing, but if it's just stress and time that's an issue, then I can help him with that. I told him he can cut down his hours at work to part time and let me help him financially while he finishes up school. At first he was completely against it, well, I should say his pride was completely against it. But after some thinking, he decided it was a good option for him, and would really help him out. So, we decided to move in together and we are now looking at apartments to move next month (hopefully). He spends every night with me, but pays rent and utilities at his own place, which is rediculous. So, I'm very excited to see what the future holds for us.

My Dad has been pretty sick lately, like terminally ill, not a cold or flu. My Love convinced me to go to the Dr. to try to get some help, psychologically. His illness has really taken a toll on my emotions, and I needed to start some (very long overdue) counseling. So, My Love took me to the Dr., who prescribed anti-depressants, anti-anxiety meds, and counseling. I've had two sessions so far, and it sucks, but I'm going to stick with it and see where it goes. She actually said that blogging, or a diary could be very beneficial so I'm going to try to keep it up. I guess that's about it for now, or, that's all I really want to write for today. See ya.